Sometimes I am happy.

But I have to admit, it is about 30% of the time.
I feel like everyone is giving up on me.

I told Mum that I don't like to socialise which somehow translated to that I do like to socialise so now she's taking me to the LGBT club thing tomorrow for teens which is just going to be awkward.

I don't know, I don't like being on my own, yet people just anger me so I don't want to talk to them. People are so fucking stupid.