Well that was a cheesy ass title.
I went to the German Market today, pretended to be happy blah blah blah
I really do not give a shit about myself internally anymore, I can't remember the last time I ate or took multivitamins. I really just do not care.
Some people just NEED to get out of my life, and they're pretty much out already.
I dislike myself again.
But I am rather magnificent, I see why people are intrigued by me
The more sick I get, the more strong I feel.
I've given up on people who only bother with me when it's suitable for them. Time to change my life, again.
It's funny when people ask me if I'm alright, I could tell them fucking everything and they'd still say something like "Oh well, you've got me and I'll never judge you" WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT GOING TO DO?
Oh yeah, jack shit apart from make you feel like you've helped. It annoys me when people ask me if I'm alright.
I prefer being a numb zombie than being normal