Fuck you for saying that.
Those are practically the 2 things that I tell my self everyday and I'm sick of everyone else telling me.
I know that I'm disgusting and shit, I don't need you to tell me.
I'm shit because I'm too scared to talk to people?
I'm shit because I don't answer your calls because I get too nervous to even answer the phone?
I'm shit for avoiding people because I don't want them to see me for what I really am which is fat ugly and stupid?
I'm shit for not wanting people to be around me when I'm at my worst so that I don't hurt them?
It seems that whenever I feel like I'm doing good and actually have a slight feeling of being happy, someone rains on my parade and makes me fall again.
I don't really trust people, so I don't really like talking to people either.
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