It's funny when people say they care and that they're there for me, but when I tell them something honestly, they want nothing to do with me.
I can't believe she came in with him. She knew that me seeing her for a little while would make my day, and she fucking brought him along. That cunt.
I think I'll start taking my medication again, even though Lia hates it because I become pretty much like a zombie. But I like it though, I don't have to feel or care, I actually can't, I just feel numb.
I actually do not give a shit anymore. People are full of shit.
I'll see how things go after Thursday.
Everyone's just sick of me right now. They'd prefer it if I wasn't alive.
Even though we're not proper friends considering we live miles away, don't think for a second I don't care about you! I've often had this experience where I want to spend time with someone, but they either have someone else there or are constantly on the phone and they make me feel like utter shit.
ReplyDeleteDon't think for a second no one would care if something happened to you, because I know I'd be devastated.
If you ever, ever need to talk you only need to say so and I'll be there for you. I would hate to think of you going through so much but you can't speak to someone about it. I know we're not that close, but I do consider you a friend.
I love you, honey!